sorry about the lack of bloggage, havent had much time lately. ive been running around like crazy trying to prepare for monday, new student orientation. mental note; next year i am not gonna be a chairperson for this. its crazy. period. anyway nothing really new over here in hawaiii. school starts on tuesday thoughh...ew...haha i love summer but some of me wants to go back to school. this past year has gone by fasttt. and ive just been thinking lately about how much of my life has changed. its like a new life. a big ajustment and i dont really like change. but lately its been coming more and more and more. i know everyones gonna change but does it all have to be at the same exact time ? its almost too much to handle. sometimes i wish my life would just stay still, paused, frozen. not right now. but in the past....try a year and a half or maybe two weeks ago ? yeah that would be good. i was lucky enough to go back to where my heart still is. i wish i could just stay there forever. the 19th of july. but im growing and im learning that most of the time i cant get what i want anymore and i have to work at everything harder and the harder i fall the more it hurts. but i keep going back to the quote "sometimes good things fall apart, so better things can fall together" and im hoping something better is falling together right now because im in need of it more than ever. putting up this smile isnt working as much as it used to. the zoning out is getting worse. but im gonna keep wishing for that something better. and hoping soon it comes. till next time, peace.
"she will chase you around for a while but theres going to be a day when shes gonna stop running in circles around you shes going to get over you and at that very moment youre going to wish you had let her catch you"
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