so maybe im just blind or maybe i cant see

hiiaa. well today was a good day i guess you could say. i talked to justin bobby all day (:..i think only a couple of people know who im talking about, but thats basically a code name for someone else. and i had real easy classes today, except english, i failed that test. oh well. nothing really is new in my life right now. just trying to figure out that one guy...haha (:, i dont have much to talk about so ill probably just write another one lataa. peacee.

"life would be perfect if some girls had mute buttons, guys had edit buttons, bad times had a fast forward button, and good times had a pause button"

were still young

hii. yesterday there was no school ! but we had a huricane and tons of rain. so i booked it over to emilys house and we got coffee on the way. then we decided to go sit on the beach, so we grabbed some drinks, a blanket, pajama pants, and sweatshirts and we went and watched all the surfers and just talked about life. and we watched the mokes and base disappear and let the rain fall down on us. it really felt good. then we rode in the giraffe to go get ken as usual. but other than that it was a pretty normal day..anyway whats new with my life....well theres this guy (: haha im not gonna say much about him, but i kinda really like him. i guess we'll just have to see what happens. until next time. peacee.

"just when you think things cant get any worse, they do. and ive learned life is like an hour glass. and when things hit rock bottom. you just have to wait for it to be turned around again.

it seems like everytime you come back home, its just to steel my heart then leave

tequilla shots in the dark scene of the crime

hiii. im blogging from emilys house haha. today was.....well hahah undescribable. probably a good day, i havent had a lot of those lately. first of all my schedule got changed into the classes i want ! which made me extremely happy. and i aced the first test of the 2009 school year !! yay me (: ! then after school i hung out with emily and we went to kenny bobs football practice. haha it was soo funny. the first thing we do is get in the front of the truck because there are three seats up there !! and emilys dad gets in. he looks at me and i just smile at him and he shakes his head and starts complaining about how he likes his arm rests. then i named their big blue truck the giraffe. its sooo tall. your like a giraffe up there ! then we get to kennys football practice and we walked over to wear he was and i noticed the fat kid that lives down the street from me and it was so freakin hilarious because he fell down in the middle of the soccer field. this is like a 100 pound seven year old haha. and then i was telling emilys dad how i can speak in spanish....or in spanisha. basically you add a to the end of everything and la in front everything. voila spanish ! example: la ovena isa beepinga...translation: the oven is beeping. (: and then we were talking about how someone thought me and emily were twins and how we should date a guy because were twins and guys like twins. and then we talked about how emily wants to trade me in for a grizzle bear. she wants a bear as her best friend instead of me. so i chased her around like a bear. and then until ken was done she packed me on her bike in circles. then his practice was over and it was back to the giraffe (: and again her dads face and my smile. then we went to get pizza and argued about weather bobs or bostons is better...bostons is the winner ! hahah and then we bought butterfingers and hid it from him until he found it in the mini fridge. and that was pretty much my day haha. now its the first weekend and hopefully this next week goes by fast. we have wednesday off (: until next time peacee.

"every story has an end, but in life every end is just a new beggining"

im fallin head over heels for you

ahh its been awhile since ive blogged. so i started school. ew. i only really like a few of my classes and teachers, but hopefully this school year goes fast and i can get through it. i really have nothing to say, im sorry. ill try and write some more tomorrow. peace.

"and maybe it is hard, but so what no one said life was gonna be easy"

and if i told you i loved you couldnt that be enough ?

sorry about the lack of bloggage, havent had much time lately. ive been running around like crazy trying to prepare for monday, new student orientation. mental note; next year i am not gonna be a chairperson for this. its crazy. period. anyway nothing really new over here in hawaiii. school starts on tuesday thoughh...ew...haha i love summer but some of me wants to go back to school. this past year has gone by fasttt. and ive just been thinking lately about how much of my life has changed. its like a new life. a big ajustment and i dont really like change. but lately its been coming more and more and more. i know everyones gonna change but does it all have to be at the same exact time ? its almost too much to handle. sometimes i wish my life would just stay still, paused, frozen. not right now. but in the past....try a year and a half or maybe two weeks ago ? yeah that would be good. i was lucky enough to go back to where my heart still is. i wish i could just stay there forever. the 19th of july. but im growing and im learning that most of the time i cant get what i want anymore and i have to work at everything harder and the harder i fall the more it hurts. but i keep going back to the quote "sometimes good things fall apart, so better things can fall together" and im hoping something better is falling together right now because im in need of it more than ever. putting up this smile isnt working as much as it used to. the zoning out is getting worse. but im gonna keep wishing for that something better. and hoping soon it comes. till next time, peace.



"she will chase you around for a while but theres going to be a day when shes gonna stop running in circles around you shes going to get over you and at that very moment youre going to wish you had let her catch you"